Too Far Away

Some nights feel like terror
Agonizing and howling
I run towards the moon
Only to find it nowhere
So I turn to the stars
But they are too far away
So I paint the sky with my hollowness
And my hollowness keeps me whole

And I drift towards the end
And drift towards the begining
And I drift

But I must rise
And in that nothing I will build my fortress
Among the darkest night
Amidst the non existent
Why should my story be any less than
Those who have found the supreme existence
And those who have given their all into the light
Why should my darkness be any less bright.

I may not show it, but in these terrible nights I have engulfed this universe many times